Shuttin' down and breaking bad!

I hate to cook, but i love chemistry so i'm gonna break bad!

It's a childish thing, i know, and i won't have social benefits from this, but i'm not having them even if behave good, so fuck the social thing!
This will be the last year of it!

I’m walking out for love

I’m walking out really down
in a cool breeze
I won’t be late again
"Driver wait for me please!"
I’m running all in vain
trying to catch this train

"Time don’t fool me no more"
I throw my watch to the floor
it’s gone crazy
"time don’t do it again"
now I’m stressed and strained

anger and  pain
in the subway train
now it’s half past two
long gone the rendez-vous
now it’s half past three
time made a fool out of me
now it’s half past four
baby can’t you see
no use in waiting no more
it’s timing tragedy
I think it’s nine
when the clock says ten
this girl won’t wait
for the out of time
out of time man

from Emily!

Four years ago
I like it just the way it is
I need you
I ain’t worried I ain’t worried but I am worried
At first I was mad at you
I have never, ever really been alone
I’m afraid
my life is over
I don’t believe it… I can’t believe this
But why… did it really happen?
She was the best
It wasn’t me!
It wasn’t me
It wasn’t fair
I don’t get it
I want to shout. I ain’t gonna be able to.
Don’t let go don’t let go
you’re not supposed to leave me. She left me.
There’s nothing you can do
I can only hope the gods cut me some slack. At least for a bit,
Why didn’t you tell me - Why didn’t you tell me
Why didn’t you tell us?
No one spoke
I tried hard to ignore it
I tries not to think of that no more
I’m tremblin’ shakin’
The tears are runnin’
I don’t want to cry
But it was no use
It was an odd moment
I thought for a moment
There was silence. Took a deep breath.
I go through the whole thing again
It bloody hurts
What am I going to do? What am I going to do?
I never was really very brave
Cheer up
Cheer up, mate
I’ve been trying!
I get away with the excuse this time
You’ll remember, every day you’ll remember, for the rest of your life you’ll remember
It’s easier it’s easier it’s easier
Thank you

..bored!

..bored of all you people who don't have a life,
bored of all you people who try to find friends over the internet and don't get along with those near you,
you don't even try to change your life,
you don't even try to change your self,
you don't even try to please your self
you have made the compromise,
so don't come knocking at my door 'cos it'll be closed, for all!

te stela

Nuove cose!

Ho voglia di nuove cose!
Questa sessione pare che sta andando bene, vediamo come va ematologia e medicina d'urgenza.
Ho fatto anche un colloquio di lavoro e spero di iniziare a lavorare 4 ore a settembre, la tipa non la smetteva piu di parlare, e mi ha chiesto anche se avevo la ragazza, e perche non c'e' l'avevo ... E' un posto di giovani, e se ci vado, penso che mi divertiro.
Stasera vado con le ragazze e Parid da Stela beergarden, e' sempre piu una rottura uscir con loro. Boh vedremo! Mi hanno fatto un po perdere la voglia!
E' un po brutto essere amico di gente che sembra che non abbia nessuna passione, che il fine settimana non esce, che se gli chiedo di uscire sembra che ci sto provando, che sembra che non abbia nessuna inventiva e sono immerse nel tram tram di ogni giorno e non sanno piu uscire. Io sono diverso!
Le stimo per medicina, ma se voglio pensare a fare qlc con loro oltre a qs, sinceramente non so a cosa pensare. Anche per le gite, sembra tutto faticoso, boh.
Un anno ancora, e ho voglia di fare un po di nuoto (anche se da Stela, ho scoperto che lo fanno :), ho voglia di imparare il tedesco, vorrei anche fare un corso di cucina (solo per me)...

Red Hot!

I woke up today in need of RHCP! Sara che sti sti giorni sto mangiando chilli, sara che ho bisogno di un po di carica ed e' tanto che non sento funky :)