from Emily!

Four years ago
I like it just the way it is
I need you
I ain’t worried I ain’t worried but I am worried
At first I was mad at you
I have never, ever really been alone
I’m afraid
my life is over
I don’t believe it… I can’t believe this
But why… did it really happen?
She was the best
It wasn’t me!
It wasn’t me
It wasn’t fair
I don’t get it
I want to shout. I ain’t gonna be able to.
Don’t let go don’t let go
you’re not supposed to leave me. She left me.
There’s nothing you can do
I can only hope the gods cut me some slack. At least for a bit,
Why didn’t you tell me - Why didn’t you tell me
Why didn’t you tell us?
No one spoke
I tried hard to ignore it
I tries not to think of that no more
I’m tremblin’ shakin’
The tears are runnin’
I don’t want to cry
But it was no use
It was an odd moment
I thought for a moment
There was silence. Took a deep breath.
I go through the whole thing again
It bloody hurts
What am I going to do? What am I going to do?
I never was really very brave
Cheer up
Cheer up, mate
I’ve been trying!
I get away with the excuse this time
You’ll remember, every day you’ll remember, for the rest of your life you’ll remember
It’s easier it’s easier it’s easier
Thank you